I am such a disease unknown to the world,
Such a pest a highly unappreciated girl.
I am such an idiot falling for someone not for me,
But I chose to fall anyways hoping he was my love to be.
Memories over flood my mind,
As tears over flood my eyes.
Lies reach into my heart,
Slowly ripping it apart.
Faking smiles, acting tough.
Acting kind, Having enough.
Falling tears, Silent screams.
Broken promises, and broken dreams.
Closed in space, Closed in thoughts.
Ignored emotions, Feelings of being taunt.
Rejected feelings, Rejected hopes and dreams,
As I'm silent crying my silent screams.
I am such a disease unknown to the world,
Such a pest a highly unappreciated girl.
I am such an idiot falling for someone not for me,
But I chose to fall anyways hoping he was my love to be.
Memories over flood my mind,
As tears over flood my eyes.
Lies reach into my heart,
Slowly ripping it apart.
Faking smiles, acting tough.
Acting kind, Having enough.
Falling tears, Silent screams.
Broken promises, and broken dreams.
Closed in space, Closed in thoughts.
Ignored emotions, Feelings of being taunt.
Rejected feelings, Rejected hopes and dreams,
As I'm silent crying my silent screams.
So happy, so sweet.
The perfect couple, the perfect meet.
The trust, the betrayal,
Trying to convince myself I'm not in denial.
A memory not so far away,
Haunts me for more than days.
The thoughts, The texts.
Remembering the moment when we met.
Just a moment I thought you were the one,
But before I know it; we'll be done.
I'll put up with it because I'm convincing myself I love you.
But when you go away; I'll be convincing myself that you love me too.
And as I'm waiting for that good-night call.
That will make me continue to fall.
And when your tired sexy voice whispers "I love you."
I'll only whisper " I love(d) you too..."